It's like fear of the unknown and I try to explain to people that it's nothing to be ashamed of. And if you accept it and, you know, I always like to take the negative and recycle it positively and if you can portray that to, you know, leading by example. Its like, you know, yeah, I was....for 31, I could have had and been a lot of different places in my life. But I'm okay with where I'm at today because I had to go through what I had to go through to get here and then I'm still just a baby, you know, anyways, in recovery and in life. Because I plan on living a long time. (laughter).